LOCAL UPDATE 5/28

i want to write more of my thoughts on this blog

WRITINGS

Grandma's Optimism

My dad hadn't been back to China for twenty years and the family's in China.
everyone was in the family room chatting, talking.The whole family. Smiles where all around.
"it's been twenty years." my father said.
"glad you're back!" everyone shouted.
I could see my grandma in excruciating pain. She had surgery on her left eye. My dad had to see her.
"how old are you now?" my dad joked.
"86" whispered my grandma.
"one of the song sisters lived to 105!" my aunt remarked.
"are you going to live to 105?" my dad asked optimistically.
"yes." she said.
everyone started to laugh, my uncle, my aunts, my cousins and my dad.
All happy to be together.
everyone looked to grandma and expected a smile.
grandma just clenched her eyes.






Bad Timing

The hot summer
left me
with no choice but to get a summer fling.

"I'm sticky" she said "... and i got another man."

Pitch that fling,
it turned to love.

It was a week for shade.
A week
of muggy choke-ridden moisture.
-say something.
what do you say when you have the jitters?
"I've never held you" was only a thought.
He got to her
before me.

here comes rain,
and
rain kept pouring.(she loved seeing rain.)
we dodged it over dinner.
I looked so good I could have killed.
She'd be impressed.
"But I'm not very vain." she said softly.
I had a loud sigh.

I watched her soft cheeks.
"Will I ever see you again?" She said softly.
"Where are you going?" she said softly.

"Don't reply." I reminded myself.
I couldn't stand the heat.

"i'm leaving now. it's nice and cool outside"
I stuttered
then stepped in a few puddles.

PLUG (Brad's photos)

PLUG NUMBER A BILLION!

my friend brad's got some shit. you gotta take a look. (hes got lots of train photos too, so its not the wrong link)


few of my favs(click for large)

PLUG (Jeremy Tubbs's photos)

PLUG NUMBER 2!

my friend tubbs got new shit too!!!!! FUCK IT, LOOK!!


few favs of mine (click for larger, dummy!)

PLUG (Gina's photos)

my friend gina's got new fotos. peeeeeeeeeeep.



a few favs of mine (click for larger)

IMAGES (California)

hey here are some old pictures from california. i suck at updates. its a mini series thats like whatever.
set on flickr

(click for larger)

Eccentricities of Culver City

BEAUTY OF THE DAY

BEAUTY OF THE DAY


i've kept this one hidden in the vaults of my computer, but today i reveal...

alisa basyuk






JUST LOOK AT THAT FUCKING HAIR AND THAT GLARE

LOCAL UPDATE 5/23

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhh... its been 11 days since an update. but here is the low down, i've been prepping for an interview with a school i applied for out in new york. it doesnt seem as easy as you think. scene analysis, essay, monologue, q&a's... so much. anyway i should be done with this soon. right now i'm capturing footage of skating and one of my short films. i might end up scanning some color film when i get tired of "studying". i'm also in the process of sorting out my second short film. fingers crossed it goes smoothly. as for writing, i need to hop back onto that.




see you soon.

CELLPHONE PHOTOS (China)

i recently got some color film developed and i need to find a lab so i can develop my b/w. SO MUCH FILM

I know i've been slack. But are are some cellfone fotos i took in china.

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more stuff will come.